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moving on…

I’m finished here.  There is a new site in the works and I’ll be re-cycling some of this content while I figure out whether to leave vagrantart.com up.  Thank you so much for reading and for watching, stay tuned and good night…

When we first moved here, pulled

the trees in around us, curled

our backs to the wind, no one

had ever hit the moon—no one.

Now our trees are safer than the stars,

and only other people’s neglect

is our precious and abiding shell,

pierced by meteors, radar, and the telephone.


From our snug place we shout

religiously for attention, in order to hide:

only silence or evasion will bring

dangerous notice, the hovering hawk

of the state, or the sudden quiet stare

and fatal estimate of an alerted neighbor.


This message we smuggle out in

its plain cover, to be opened

quietly: Friends everywhere—

we are alive! Those moon rockets

have missed millions of secret

places! Best wishes.


Burn this.

An Oregon Message

William Stafford

Following a blazing trail…


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Commuting by ferry to Vinalhaven, exploding every morning, every evening.  A fine fine way to be.

General Connection….


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When I reach the age beyond care (I hope to get there soon), I want a profusion of grand delusions and if we are lucky my love, they will eclipse these current ones so completely; we can both be in a fine pile of clean white feathers lit generously by sunshine, hands groping toward hands of old friends and children and grands and fine, fine things that we made for each other in our youth….

Sounds by Asa Chang and Junray

Green’s Island…


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A grace of timeless space

glides in above

the tides, measuring

the long clear cut of horizon

against the wider sky

and deeper Dream.

-Constance Kiermaier

Exerpt from To be on an Island

Berivotra, Madagascar…


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Some more images from Madagascar.  Toward the middle there some footage of part of the process of making charcoal which is one of the only cash enterprises in the area.  Massive trees are felled by hand and moved to ovens which are layers of grass, earth and chunks of wood.  The ovens burn for about a week and produce charcoal which is sold to passing motorists for use as cooking fuel in the cities of Mahajunga and Antananarivo.  This practice has resulted in massive deforestation of northwestern Madagascar.  Where there were once dry, deciduous forests running all the way to the ocean there is now an ocean of invasive grass species and cattle.  The destruction of the forest has precipitated environmental changes including changes in weather patterns and huge amounts of erosion; the characteristic red topsoil of the region is pouring into the oceans.

The music was all recorded in Madagascar by myself.  Molly Nelson helped with putting this video together.  I used some of the same fire footage I’ve already posted; we originally produced this to show at some schools and the fires are too striking to leave out.

Maine, late summer…

Burned over…


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In the grasslands of western Madagascar the landscape is burned over periodically, sometimes from an errant cigarette tossed out of a taxi bruisse but often the fires are set intentionaly.  During the winter months (dry season) there is no forage for cattle and ranchers set fires so that new grass will grow in their wake.  Villagers also burn the land around their homes so that if an out of control fire sweeps through they will be in less danger of losing their grass houses.  Of course, even the intentional fires are often out of control and with the addition of high winds they can burn hundreds of acres.  From our camp we could watch portions of the landscape ablaze every night down on the plain below us.  Reforestation in many areas is nearly impossible with the fires sweeping through at least once a season; they kill most of the young trees fairly quickly unless they’re near a home and protected.

I’ve been decompressing after returning from Madagascar a couple of weeks ago.  It was an amazing place and I think I need some more time to adequately gather my thoughts before I can articulate much about the work we were doing there.  In the meantime I have plenty of video footage which I finished logging and I’ll be posting shorts as I figure out how to build something longer…

Tana to Berivotra, Madagascar…

We took a taxi from a friends house up a windy cobblestone hill in Antananarivo to the taxi-bruisse station.  It was a battered Renault, thirty years old and as the driver pulled away from the house he shut off the engine and coasted silently  down the hill swerving by children by inches and trying to eek as much as possible from the momentum.  When we got to the gas station he took a two liter soda bottle from between his feet; which served as a gas tank filled it with diesel and we took off again coasting through crowded markets and cobbled traffic circles.

 The ride fro, Tana to Berivotra is 12 hours crammed in a minivan with 18 other people, luggage and assorted oddities piled on the roof making it twice as tall; a giant top heavy turtle of a thing.  As we rolled through one tiny town at three in the morning the silent streets were lined with dozens of stands selling hotsauce in different shades, all eerily illuminated by tiny tin oil lamps, some proprietors sleeping beside them, some looking at us expectantly.  

 It’s strange to show up in the town you are going to be living in at five in the morning as the sun is about to rise.  We dragged luggage and donation goods through the sandy road back to the camp and slept for a few hours before the sun drove us out of the tents.  Berivotra is close to a genuine wasteland.  A sea of deforested grassland stretching in every direction and baking in the sun.  The people of the village live mostly in tiny grass houses scattered along the road for a few miles.  The taxi-bruisses rush by between Tana and Mahajunga: the biggest road in the country is barely two lanes and has a sort of road warrior feel to it; sharp black pavement winding away into the distance.  A couple of weeks ago a truck lost it’s brakes and plunged off a steep embankment where it exploded, it was of course filled with lighters of something.  The driver lived by throwing himself from the cab and so,e of the village children occupied themselves for a few days pawing through the smoldering wreckage.

 The internet is exceeding slow and difficult to deal with here unfortunately, I’m posting a few weeks behind… Everyone go and eat an ice cream cone right now for me.  Is it too much to ask?  I think not!

Beth Israel Limbo

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The hospital wasn’t all bad…

For Katelyn.

Music by Booker T. and the MG’s

Leishmania!

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Back at the beginning of March when Ashe and I were in Panama city, scrapping around looking for boats we noticed that we had some particularly nasty looking bug bites that were forming small red welts on her legs and on my back and elbow. This was nothing new, after living in the rain forests on various islands in the Bocas del Toro archipelago we had experienced all sorts of biting beasties from swarms of chitre to hairy malarial mosquitos and possibly even the blood sucking assassin bugs which live in thatched roofed huts and come out at night to feast on your flesh and inoculate you with Chagas disease. These things have never phased me very much; when living in these places we are constantly surrounded by people who’ve been there their whole lives and survived to be more non-chalant about biting insects as I am. Sure, when the chitre were making meals of us on Shepard’s Island we used DEET ocaisionally but for the most part it was natural bug repellents like coconut oil with citronella.

After a couple of weeks with these weird little bites not healing we decided that we decided that a sketchy hostel we stayed at in Panama City probably had bed bugs and we spent an entire day at Hacienda Merida on Isla Ometepe in Nicaragua cleaning out our bags, doing all of our laundry and dissinfecting everything we owned in order to expell any hitchhiking insects and their eggs from our gear. So we thought we had the problem licked and after reading that bedbug bites could take months to heal we sat back, tried to ignore them and wait for them to heal. Over the next few weeks they just got angrier though, not much but enough to make us worried and when we got back to Boston in April we asked my sister about it who has had bedbugs before at her ghetto apartment in Allston and she looked at them and quickly said “Those thing are NOT bedbug bites…” so we popped on the internet and had our worst fears confirmed: our bites were looking more and more like Leishmaniasis.

For those unfamiliar with this fabulous parasite (basically everyone) it is an intra-cellular parasite that is transmitted by sand flies or “no see ems” in many different parts of the world including southern Central America, much of South America, the Middle East and southern central Asia. We are fortunate to have the cutaneous version of the disease which only causes large, open, weeping sores which don’t heal and leave fabulous scars rather than the visceral version which just causes organ failure and death. All things considered it still hasn’t been much fun dealing with a relatively uncommon tropical disease in Boston where nobody seems to know what to do about it. After being seen by an infectious disease clinic we were shuffled off to a dermatologist who took biopsies (which only made the buggers angrier) and confirmed within a couple of weeks that we certainly did have Leishmaniasis. Then we were in the hands of the infectious disease unit at Beth Israel who were apparently emailing back and forth with the CDC and a slew of specialists trying to figure out how to treat our crazy lesions. In the meantime our sores got worse and worse, Ashe’s legs were covered with twenty large ones which started melding together into disgusting weepy piles of scabby goo as they got bigger. All through this process we were undoubtedly doing at least as much research as the ID team and coming up with very little promising information. Considering that this is a parasite that affects two million people a year there has been very little definitive research done on treatment, especially long term efficacy of the treatments currently available. My impression is that Leishmaniasis research suffers from the same problems as Malaria research, there is no money in curing a disease which primarily affects poor people in developing countries.

SANY0111.JPG Our doctors here have been pretty excited to see this stuff up close, apparently their only other exposure too it has been some five minute blurb in medical school. Only about 100 Americans a year get Leishmaniasis outside the military which has seen about 700 cases since the invasion of Iraq; soldiers there call Leish the “Bagdhad Boil”. Those lucky folks are getting Old World Leishmaniasis however which is a bit easier to treat than the New World variety which we contracted in Panama. One of the major problems according to our doctors is that some New World varieties can relapse in mucus membranes up to 20 years after the original infection has healed. I will spare you direct links to pictures of this fabulous manifestation of our parasitic friends, just google “mucotaneous leishmaniasis” if you’re brave and curious.

Before going the traditional route we tried a number of herbal remedies and of course found plenty of speculation about their use and effectiveness.  We tried Pau d’ Arco, goldenseal, neem oil, garlic extract, propolis.  None of them were effective in the least and I almost think that messing with the sores so much only made them worse.  Our research into alternative remedies was difficult not only because of the speculative and spotty information about naturopathic medicine but also, many of the studies that we were looking at with regard to treatment with natural materials were part of research work by drug companies and they didn’t disclose the actual ingredients they were using.

After trying for a number of weeks to get a new oral treatment called Miltefosine from friends and aquaintances in Latin American countries, we gave up. This drug is much safer than the other current intraveinous treatments but it’s effectiveness is still in doubt, it lacks FDA approval and is only available in the US at great cost. So on Wedenesday when our ID doctors found out that the strain we have has the possibility for relapse they recommended that we get admitted to the hospital for five days to receive daily intraveinous infusions of an anti fungal treatment that looks way too much like anti freeze dripping into our veins. This is preferable to the other treatment which is a heavy metal infusion for 28 days and causes all sorts of fun side effects including liver and heart damage. Being treated for five days and two follow ups with something less invasive is better for sure, especially since we were looking at the possibility of postponing our trip to Madagascar in June to work with the Ankizy Fund.

Plenty of people have suggested that I might want to be more cautious about where I travel in the future and having seasoned travel doctors gasp when you show them your skin certainly makes me think twice about insect exposure but not about travelling to places where these diseases are endemic. We have access to all sorts of medical care and economic support but the vast majority of people who contract these things are on their own. While we were living in Bocas del Toro we heard plenty of ex-pats talking about Leish, some who had even gotten it and been treated. In Panama you can buy a series of shots at the drug store rather than sitting in a hospital room for five days. It didn’t seem like quite such a big deal until we got back here and became the darlings of Boston travel medicine.

So, while I wait for Sunday to roll around I’m stuck here in a ward full of people who are far more sick than I am.  We are not allowed off the floor and I’m feeling more than a little lethargic, wishing they had a gym or at least an operable window.  Parades of medical students, reisdents and case managers come to our rooms to gawk at our skin and ask the same questions over and over again.  Overall I’ve been really impressed with the quality of care but I still can’t figure out how keeping people locked in an observation ward speeds their recovery.   I feel lucky though, at least I’m coherent and stretching and antsy instead of delusional and bedridden like my elderly roommate who had a stroke two months ago.  Listening to all of the family drama of having a loved one her with a serious condition is bizaare; I’m the fly on the wall behind this thin curtain separating the two of us.  When the nurses change shifts and start asking him the same questions over and over again that he lacks the faculties to respond to, I want to answer for him since I’ve heard all of them before but I can’t decide how involved I should get.   We just talked and he offered me a job and started talking about his investments.  He thinks he’s at work, shuffling papers in some office somewhere thirty years ago; every nurse is an employee, every orderly a potential customer.  We shook hands, his grip like iron, he asked if I would talk to him at night when no one was around, he tried to make eye contact but forgot what he was doing and glazed over, staring at channel six, the C.A.R.E network, still lives of nature scenes, canned music tinkles over waterfalls…

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